Okay. First of all, I hate you. I hate how you think you can do everything and anything to me. You always think you're the the "strong" and "top dog" of the house but you are not. You know I can't speak Spanish. I'm fucking sick of you always taking advantage of that. You think I'm just an idiot and I have no common sense and you know every single thing about me but but oh boy you're fucking wrong. You think you know me like please you don't even know what I like. You try to "connect" with me by doing things like going to the park and I always say no, and you're like "OH NOOO TOO BAD WE'rE GOING TO THE PARK". Stop it. You're selfish and always think for yourself. You think you understand me but you don't, and I don't mean that in an angsty teenager way, like I'm serious, you don't know what I do. You push me around like I'm just something that exists. You only talk to me whenever you need help or wanna do things that would only be entertaining to you. And not only that, whenever I wanna do something, you're like "ohhh we don't have time for that" like what's the fucking point of asking anymore. I hate you so much. You've never helped me at all. I always have to do things myself. And then you become a dick to me like you're part of some higher superiority?? Like i just found my ipod shuffle yesterday, which you "gave as a gift" for my freaking birthday when I was like ten. I was asking my brother how to work it and then my dad is like "OH DON'T WORRY I'LL FIX IT" and he fuckin swipes it out of my hand and takes it away from me. I tell him it's that it's cool and that we got it but his intellectual little ass thinks he can do it himself. I keep telling him to give it back and then he's like "oh well this is mine you know so uh no" and I'm just like ??????. And the thing that is most bullshit is that i'm talking in spanish (since that's the only language you understand) and I'm not very good so i struggle which is fuckin bullshit because I have like no chance at talking because I'm apparently "stupid" and I'm just a kid. I'm so sick of you treating me like a dog on some leash. I'm so sick of it. I want to perish from this world and never see you again but I can't because I actually have dreams and goals to become an animator, which you don't support, which makes it even harder with you treating me like nothing. Hopefully one day I'll be able to fluently speak Spanish and tell you off but for now, fuck you.