My husband left a couple days ago for a 7 month deployment…. I already miss him so much. The house feels so empty without him. I know I'm going to be okay and we're going to get through this it's just really fucking hard. I found one of his shirts on the floor and it still smells like him- it's the smallest things that set me off and remind me that he's not here and he's not coming home soon. I've dealt with him him being gone for long periods of time but this is the longest we'll have been apart. It just sucks and I'm not okay with it.