Literally fuck everyone i cant stand people sometimes i hate my life i hate everything i just want to die. My nights always end with me crying because i cannot stand what i have gone through. I have been abused by parents and boyfriends and i have been raped as well. Things get so hard with me and i hate it. Im overly sensitive about everything and i just want to cry my depression is so bad i had to drop out of high school and quit my job. I cannot function anymore and i dont want to. All i do is sleep and listen to music. My anxiety is so bad i always think my friends hate me and they never are there for me. No one even cares anymore and it hurts. Not my parents not my friends not anyone. im sorry for making this a big fucking mess of text but im shaking and i dont know what to do. I have completely given up on everything. I thought my therapy was helping but im not so sure anymore. I think my depression is getting worse and worse and i dont know what to do. at this rate im going to die before im 20 and that makes me kinda sad. If you have any advice feel free to comment below i just really needed to get this out.