my ex boyfriend and his emotionally draining behaviour towards me in the recent weeks:
he goes on to tell me as we were breaking up that we rushed into the relationship, and i admit we did and was fine with that. we needed time to get to know each other.
but what he says next is the most absolute fucking worst and evil thing to say
he says to me today in a text that he doesn't like that i ship a certain pairing from an anime.
fine, i know he doesn't like it and i keep it away from him.
but when he tells me that's why he wants to only be friends with me with that stupid FUCKING condescending smiley face emoji
i draw the fucking line there.
you don't say just because i like 2 fictional fucking characters together in a cute relationship is the reason why you make me have a fucking mental breakdown in my bathroom for 2 FUCKING HOURS
DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA OF HOW FUCKED THAT IS??????
WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!
I DON'T RIP ON YOU JUST BECAUSE YOU SHIP SOMETHING I DON'T
YET YOU HAVE THE F UCKING A U D A C I T Y TO TELL ME JUST BECAUSE I THINK 2 FICTIONAL CHARACTERS LOOK CUTE TOGETHER IS THE REASON YOU DON'T FUCKING LOVEME
also not to mention that he fucking told me that he hates that i am celibate
like i understand that you like sex but it makes me super uncomfortable
and for you to literally almost break up with me because of it is bullshit
and another thing is that when we were breaking up he told me that he doesn't even think of me as more than a friend because we don't "talk like were in a relationship" and that despite him saying how much he loves me in the past he goes on to say he doesn't actually love me that much
listen, i love you and i want to be with you
but you've drained me of so much fucking emotional energy i can't deal with it anymore
i just can't
i'm at the end of my fucking rope