I blame my anxiety on my parents. Dont get me wrong, they don't pressure me to get A+ and things, they just lash out suddenly whenever I do something wrong. I know when I get that text "why did you get a (grade) on this assignment?", I'm in for slapping, screaming, crying, no privelages, ect. I don't even know at this point. The reason I'm so mad about it? My brother gets about .000000001/10000 the punishment I do. One late assignment. That's all it takes, and I'm spiraling downward in a wreckage of trust that was never meant to be broken. Sometimes my anxiety gets so bad, when they start inquiring me about my grades, that I throw up at school. But I don't go home; that is the last place I want to be. Even if it's my teachers, like if they accidentally don't put a grade in, I'LL SHOW THEM I HAVE IT DONE, but if they don't get that grade in by the time my parents get home, there goes my life. This time, it's a mess-up by the teacher. We just started using a website to submit our homework, so there's some bugs. I showed him the assignment done on time, but he still hasn't put the grade in. Currently freaking out, crying, shaking. I just want to get away from my parents ripping my head off for one day..