I cant deal with life anymore and i want to die. My life is going downhill faster than a kardashian will go down on a black man. My boyfriend is so clingy that he wotn even let me break up with him or i cant even talk about whats bothering me in our relationship without him freaking the fuck out. I honesty just want to end my life so i dont have to deal with the stress of it all. I also deal with being a rape victim and loads of depression and anixety. I just wonder what my life has come to and why it wont get better. I know everyone says it gets better but i dont think it does becuase for most of my life it has never gotten better. Someone please help me i feel like im suffocating in an empty room. If you want to reply in the comments and help me out here that would be amazing thank you so much.