My final day to turn in senior classes is May 19th. Im 4 months behind in all my classes, and I have no power to do my work. I want to graduate and all that. But Im so done with wanting to disappear to get the stress off my back. For 2 years now Ive just wanted to drop my work, leave and start over and live how I want. Nowadays you cant get anywhere without a diploma. And it sucks. My parents are no help. Friends are the same way. And my bf is a dropout but he is encouraging me to finish school. But all it does is make me wanna cry and leave life behind. There isnt anything I can do but suck it up and do this fuckin mess I call school work. I hate it. Im not gonna use half of it for what I want to go into… if i go into it, I just really want a family. Or the family I never had growing up. Give my kids what I couldnt have, I know everyone wants to do that though. Ugh snap out of it me, you can do it. You know you can. Youve done this before. Youll be ok.