Right now, all I do it work, school, come home and occasionally have one night stands and I'm afraid that's how it's always going to be. I never told anyone this, but I'm scared of ending up alone. No one ever wants me, all they want me for is a one night. No one loves me. I'm scared in 20 years I'm going to be coming home to an empty house and it just being me. I'm scared I'll find no one.