Here we go …. So I have a boyfriend. He loves me to death and I truly do love him back. However, I dont lust for him…I lust for someone much older. Someone who teaches me dance. I have slept with my dance teacher before and I was AMAZING! I started to catch feelings for him and I stopped sleeping with him before college. Than I meet my current boyfriend, I forgot about my dance teacher completely. I went back to dance with him over my first summer back and felt nothing. However, my second summer….I got that urge again. He was unresistable, I couldn't help myself. Now its time for summer again and I feel those urges stronger than ever. I havent been able to get him out of my head for weeks. Do I love him? or is it only lust? Im so confused and I dont know what to do.