So my girlfriend just broke up with me today. She said she was extremely happy with me, but now not anymore. I just want her to be happy so i let her go. I miss her a lot though and it hurts a lot. But today my best friend confessed she liked my ex. They like eachother and they told eachother and now they're dating. I feel betrayed and broken, but im really happy my best friend finally found someone. Though it hurts, at least my ex is happy and my best friend is happy, it'll just hurt seeing them together. Another thing that's going on is my parents are getting divorced and i've been getting really angry lately and my siblings are driving me crazy. I dont really like going to a divorce group, it makes me feel different from everyone else. Now my friend's dog is getting really sick and is limping a lot and it's reminding me of my dog and how sick she was and it is bringing back a lot of feelings that i thought went away. I feel that my dog's death is my fault and that i couldnt help her get better. I feel guilty for not spending so much time with my dog. I feel mad that it's barely affected my everyday life, unlike my brother. I just want things to be normal, why cant that happen. I dont want this depression and anxiety and possibly ADHD. I dont want to be here in this house anymore. I want to live my life free of rules and expectations. But i cant do that, so here i am stuck in my room writing this on my computer because i cant confess anything to my friends or they'd get mad at me for feeling this way. It's happened before and im not letting my friends hate me again and leave me. But it's already happening so whats the point. I know no one is going to read this, because its too damn long, but i'd just like to say im sorry to anyone who knows me. Im sorry im a selfish ass who doesnt know how to deal with small problems. Im sorry i cant do anything correctly. Im sorry i only think about myself. Im truly very sorry.