I keep looking back at a sentence my friend wrote in a group chat. "I started to get really depressed and then I thought about my Brookiebear and got really happy because she's mine, nobody else can have my bear". I am extremely hurt by this. My heart is shattered because i know i lost one of the most important things in my life because i didnt pay enough attention to her. Shes my world, my oxygen, my heart, my everything. Now shes gone and left me then started dating someone else in the same day. I feel betrayed by myself and my friend. My friend broke "the bro code". Lolol. But anyways, i just cant say these things to her face because shed get mad at me, like i said before. This website is great so i can just get my feelings out and write them down and not have to actually tell anyone. I feel so much better, but so much worse at the same time. I feel everything and nothing all at once. Shes gone and i cant get her back because shes happy with someone else. My friend.