I already know I'm gonna sound like a horrible person but it's either I rant here or gossip to my other friends behind my bff's back. So basically ever since my bff and her bf broke up about a year ago,she's all of a sudden developed anxiety. Since this new found illness inside her was discovered, she finds every possible way to make a situation about her. She finds ways to portray herself as a victim in every scenario imaginable, and just desperately seeks attention. I love her to death but I've honestly never met a more narcissistic human being in my life. She misses on average 3 days of school on a good week, and is getting special treatment in all of her classes (especially physics, which she has been medically excused from taking for the rest of the year) because of her anxiety. I know I'm coming off like a complete bitch, but it's just very frustrating to be working as hard as I am and attending school every day, and still have it not be enough. While my friend is getting exempt from tests and projects left and right, I'm busting my ass and somehow still end up doing worse than her in school. All I need to do is find a healthy outlet to let out of my jealousy and frustration and I think I will be alright. I've never really had to deal with anxiety within myself or other people before , so it's difficult for me to sympathize with her. Rant over.