• allie waterson

    this is so late but
    i know you say that you don’t think you have that bad of a life compared to the people here but it still does matter and it’s not wrong for you to feel like it’s a problem. have you ever considered going to a therapist? just so you could talk out some of the anxiety you’re having because i think that’s the main thing that’s stopping you and making you feel this way. again, there’s nothing wrong with feeling sad about how you’re feeling. you’re not being selfish!! but i do know that it doesn’t help you to stay in that state. i think if you try to find some sort of therapy on your own that would help. but you’re not alone and people do care about you 🙂