So recently, I've been getting into a healthier lifestyle: eating better, getting to sleep earlier, exercising, keeping things clean, etc. I was exercising before bed today because I didn't have time earlier, and my mom comes to my door and says, "What are you doing? Because it sounds like we have roof rats." And I'm like, "Nothing…." Partly because I've had a stressful day with both my parents bugging me and all my other duties along with that, and partly because sometimes I feel like she doesn't like me exercising (she's SO disdainful about it). She then says, "Are you exercising?" And I say, "Maybe…." And then she shrieks, "Before bed?" And I don't answer her. I just wait till she leaves. In my head, I'm screaming, "Just leave! Why are you suddenly so involved in my life?"
It seems like my parents hate it when I try to live a healthier and better lifestyle. I know they're not doing it deliberately, but everything about their lifestyle and mine clashes. However, I'm forced to live by their lifestyle, not mine.
They also seem to pretty much ignore me, except when I want to be ignored. When I try and try to get their attention, they're usually too tired or busy, but then when all I want is to be left alone and just be able to do what I want without them breathing down my neck, they bug and bug and bug me. Then they have the nerve when I try to ask them for help or ask for help cleaning a small part of the house to say that I'm doing everything on my schedule and my timeline. ARGH
Sorry 'bout that. Just releasing pent-up anger.
I cannot WAIT to leave this house and go to college. Two more fricking years. Along with that: I'm behind on a couple of school subjects, such as math. I'm also a year to a year and a half younger than most of the people in my grade. My mom likes to tell me that I can take a year off, catch up on my school, and wait until I'm a little older to graduate. As much as I would love that, Mom, I'm not going to. With as much aggravation and stress as you've given me in the past few year, I feel like I'll have an easier time and be much happier hurrying to finish high school and being younger than a lot of other freshmen than I will staying at home and having to deal with you.
Rant over. *drops mic*