They told me senior year was going to be the best year yet. Well they were fucking WRONG. A little background here: I'm what you might consider a "good" student. I get all A's, I take several AP/honors classes, I got into a good college, I'm in NHS and student council, I do three varsity sports, and I have a job. But OH boy am I starting to become overwhelmed to the point where I can't handle it. I have simply lost all motivation. I do not want to do anything. In fact all I want to do is just lay in bed all day. I can't get myself to do homework, eat healthy, work out, or even attempt to go do things for fun every once in a while. And don't even THINK about asking me where I'm going to college next year because at this point I don't know and I really just do not care. I wish those magic 8 ball things really worked. Also my dog died a few days ago and that was literally one of the worst experiences of my life and I still cry everyday about it because it freaking sucks. And I don't have any close friends to talk to anymore, thus why I have resorted to this rant site that I found after going to the google search bar and typing in "someone to rant to." I know that I sound like a whiny bitch, and that maybe my life really isn't all that bad. But for me it is. The "demons" inside my head are growing and I don't know what's happening or how to turn it all around.