I was just going to post a rant about getting a lecture from my dad just because I had some ice cream and he thinks I'm too fat– really he should worry about his fat self not me– but I see there are people posting here about killing themselves.. I've been there. Things will get better.. even if ur whole life "sucks" we can have heaven as the reward. And chances are there is so much to be grateful for. God loves you and will forever! You are a precious and beloved child of God! But we kill ourselves we can easily lose salvation, and that is just not worth the risk. We can't repent after death, but we can now and turn to Him with faith, hope, and love, and he will eventually dry our tears and comfort us into paradise.