my life sucks and it's been like this for a while now. some of my friends have been complete ass holes and have abandoned me for no reason at all and they don't even act like they are being mean they act like everything is just fine. fuck them. they are so self centered and it can't handle it anymore. it is really hard for me because i have known these girls since i was 3 years old and i can't just act like they don't exist. i don't know what i did to deserve this but i can't handle them treating me like shit anymore.
secondly, it feels like my best friend has picked me up and thrown me into a trash can. she has completely replaced me with her boyfriend and it really sucks, especially because the rest of my friends are treating me so badly, i really need her right now but she only seems to care about her boyfriend. i haven't been to her house in months, yet her boyfriend is almost there everyday. and last weekend i asked her to go see a movie with me. of course, she had already seen the movie with her boyfriend but she started to play the simpathy act and said she wouldn't mind seeing it again so we went. it was fine until she would not stop texting her boyfriend the whole movie and she barely noticed i was there and she didn't pay attention to the movie. she shouldn't have gone, it is clear that she would rather hang with her boyfriend than her best friend.