I’m stumped. I hate how one day I just think, “what’s sex like?” and, “how does one have sex?”. Now, don’t get me wrong, my parents never talked to me about sex; I’m only sixteen, so I guess I should be curious about sex. At the same time, I’m terrified to look things up. For some reason, I went into my instagram account, and I read “smut”. I didn’t know what the fuck it was. I can to realize what it was, like a year later. I’m still a virgin, and I don’t even know how to masturbate. But I, (for some reason) think that I am a sex crazed person. When in reality, I’m not. I don’t think about sex 24/7 and I don’t ‘masturbate’ everyday. I seriously don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me. I think that I’m either wet or ‘horny’ at random times in the day. Maybe it’s just puberty, or maybe it’s my period. I don’t have a single cule, and it drives me insane! I constantly think there’s something wrong with me. Sorry that this Is terribly written….