I have so much stress it is painful for me at times. The stress of schoolwork, boys, my social life, instrument, health, sports, etc. the list goes on. I am also in need of some new friends, recently my old friend group who i was very close to for a long time "split up" because of one girl who didn't like another girl. That group was full of drama (still is) and i'm glad i got away but whenever i see them all i get are harsh glares. One of the girls-very spoiled and high maintenance- is someone that's been causing a lot of stress for me. She constantly receives new things in her daily life that i don't get to experience yet she isn't grateful. She always asks me for assignment and school work answers and i give in though i shouldn't because of my fear of being rejected as a friend. She also makes fun of my race and what kind of phone i have. She has the newest kind and always asks me rude questions. She makes insults about my race and laughs. I hide my hurtness because i don't want to seem weak. I overthink everything. I can't stop.