I turned 16 a few weeks ago, and I've been looking for a car for a good year now. Every time I find one my parents say no, or it's too far. (I hate living in a small town). Well on my birthday no one really cared much, my mom was working and my dad went four-wheeling, my other family member don't like me very much, so they didn't even talk to me. I went home after school sitting looking for cars, and messaging people asking if they wanted to come over if I could go over to their house, and everyone was busy like usual. I spend my "Sweet" 16th birthday all alone, plus we didn't have any food at the house so I ate bread all day. A few weeks past and I'm still sitting here alone watching "Look what I got for my sweet 16 videos" on YouTube, all of them are getting cars, but the thing that hurts me the most is when they start singing happy birthday, I just break down in tears, and no one to talk to about my feelings, I can't trust anyone anymore, I wish my attempt last year would have worked I wouldn't be here in this miserable world anymore.