I fucking hate it. That feeling you get in your chest when you see your friends posting about their issues and whatnot, how they want to separate themselves and how they claim that they dislike people who do this or that. That feeling you get when you don't know if they're talking about you or about someone else and then you feel abandoned, betrayed and your chest tightens like a bomb about to blow. And then, 2 minutes later, they're talking as if their internet persona doesn't exist. I'm sick and fucking tired of dealing with it every. single. fucking. tortuous. day. If you truly have a problem don't shut your damn mouth and then complain about it online and accuse others of not "appreciating you" when you haven't even talked to them about your issues.
I also hate when people say "oh she's a bitch" like??? You have no clue about what the fuck they deal with. And then when you just want comfort and approach them and then they begin to accuse you of always talking about 'yourself'.
This is why I wish I was fucking dead. All I wanted was comfort and support but apparently, I can't trust a single. fucking. soul. in. this. goddamn world.