I dont understand why i cant do anything right. when i was little my parents told me that i was their little angel but as i grew older i became more and more of a pain the a$$. Now at age 16 im "stupid" "a loser" " a good for nothing piece of shit" honestly i dont know what to do anymore. i cant do anything to please them. im just useless. i have tried to kill myself too many times to count. when i was self harming, my parents somehow found out and when they brought it to me i was called a selfish bitch, that i should have been a blowjob. Im just tired.