• Apathetic_San

    I sit here and read your post wondering what I could say to you to make you feel better, to help you realize how beautiful life can be. I think back to my past and remember how hard it was for me to live in a similar situation. All I can really say is that it gets better. Life moves on, and so do you. And I also know reading this from a complete stranger is so absurd, like how the hell can i understand you… All I know is that when I was in that situation I would have loved it if someone, even a stranger showed that he cared about my emotions.

    It’s hard I know, but there are ways to overcome anything. To turn any negative into a positive, and that’s what you need to do. See everything from a 3rd perspective, realize how weird existence is. It’s easy to get lost in the fog of our individual reality. Write in a journal, listen to happy relaxing music, don’t fall into the negativity. Spread positivity. Become an observer of reality, realize that almost no-one has any idea of what they are doing.
    If you are able to slowly wake up, nothing will ever hurt you. Don’t let the actions of others grow your negativity.