in all honesty, it's the shittiest thing but also really a good feeling.
i like being alone because it gives me the space and headspace to create music that i enjoy. i play piano and guitar and ukulele. so things can get a little exciting when i come up with a new tune of chord progression. it's always a fun thing.
however, when i'm alone for so long i become this angry person who ruins people's lives, but the moment they hear what i've got hidden up my sleeve, they're amazed. and maybe that's shitty. maybe it's terrible. but i don't care. i male great music when i'm alone and that's all that matters to me.